Road to perdition...??!!!!!

i woke up in a delirium this morning....there it was-vanishing into thin air!!for the hundreth time i could see this happening.my solely copyrighted possession-my dreams(!!)-off they were again at the very point i wanted to hold on to them.argh!how frustrating! and its the same dream everyday-every single day of juvenile teenage life.

well nothing exceptional about this dream-its what every foolish,fantasising,stupid girl would dream of-the perfect man. now are u surprised that it was a "dream"?now do u realise why i was desperately trying to hold on to it?come now,i'm sure u r smarter than that!!!

the point is that sadly i'm no longer a teenager nor am i juvenile(or so i'd like to believe) yet that dream has as much value to me as my first tom cruise poster(had a tough time parting with that one!).what is absolutely amazing is that the female species is blessed with this vivacious imagination;specially when it comes to the man in their lives(or is it"men"??).i've never met,seen or even heard of a girl who doesnt have a "how shud he be" list.{as of now i'd not want to talk abt the self actualised women who have shun their lists and "settled" for what they have....its the ultimate reality we're subconmsciously prepared to face!!}

i've always wanted to "deconstruct" the female brain and closely examine it....that's again a fancy-nothing more.i know better than to get lost in that labyrinth!!switching gears and getting in sync with reality;i'd say just spot a sensible guy and go for him!(with all due respect to men)i strongly appeal to my own dear species.....let your dreams remain just that-dreams!if you manage to realise this-life's just great!and lastly a piece of advice from this psuedo self actualised soul-you cant have your pie and eat it too!!!l